The Ones That Really Mattered… A Tale of Suicide and Hope

“May [this] be a light to you in dark places, when all other lights go out.” galadriel, the lord of the rings Suicide and hope… Two words in our culture representing opposite sides of the spectrum. The idea of someone dying by their own hands for many people means that the person must have lost

Story Time (Sort Of)… Cheese Toddler

sliced cheese on brown table top

Cheese toddler. What do you think of when you read that? A toddler made of cheese. A toddler with cheese all over it. What? I’m genuinely curious. The reason, well… because what I personally think of when I think of “cheese toddler” is quite different than most would probably think. Yet, then again, I have

Just A Random, Out There, Stupid, Theory

Have you ever had a dream so real you thought it was something you were experiencing in, like, an alternate reality or something? Well, I had one of those types of dreams last night and I woke up into my actual being, weirdly I’m still not convinced that wasn’t real (something that’s happened before, so…),

The Most Important Video Game… Also I’ve Never Played It

My first introduction to this amazing game (once again one that I’ve never played) came through this let’s play: At first I saw the link on YouTube and didn’t think much of it. I have been so used to playing AAA games all my life that this almost looked stupid to me. Yet, it was

Life, Death, and Meaning… A Title I’m Stealing

I had no idea how else to start this post other than giving you the video that inspired it. You should watch. Forewarning, there are spoilers involved. So maybe watch the movie first. I watch that video and I think of… well, a lot of things. I mean how could you not with a title


I don’t remember why I named this Anima. Shared it with some gas station clerk in Nebraska one time if he wanted it. He never got back to me so I don’t know if this has been made already or not by somebody. I assume it hasn’t. Anyway, here it is if anybody wants to

A Non-Believer Believer

I said in a previous post that I grew up in a Christian family. So the process of my leaving the faith was, well, hard. What is also true given my mental illness and the way it came about is that I am still quite scared that god may be real. Which, logically, to me,

Nature Pt. 1… Just a Thought

So this isn’t anything I’ve done research on. This should be short and sweet. Just an idea of mine. So… Nature? Or, Natural. What I mean is what is natural? In my opinion everything in the universe is natural. I think I know what people mean when they say something is natural or unnatural. Technically