The Greatest Video Game I’ve Never Played

It all comes back to this. I’ll never forget the first time I saw this trailer for the greatest game I’ve ever played Red Dead Redemption 2. The way the music builds and swells right around the time Arthur Morgan begins to speak, saying “listen to me, when the time comes, you gotta run and

Life, Death, and Meaning… A Title I’m Stealing

I had no idea how else to start this post other than giving you the video that inspired it. You should watch. Forewarning, there are spoilers involved. So maybe watch the movie first. I watch that video and I think of… well, a lot of things. I mean how could you not with a title

Why I Am A Nebraska Cornhusker Fan For Life

Nebraska Cornhuskers

If you couldn’t tell by the fact I make TikTok videos out of old husker highlights I’m a Nebraska boy born and raised. Well, I’m 29 years old now. A man. Or, a man-child. Whatever you want to call me you can, but I live in Bloomington, Illinois. I moved here from Windsor, Colorado. I’ve

Still Not Found

Still remember trying to make some sort of allegory for relations between men and women with this back in 2016. I don’t really know about it anymore. You know the feeling, especially about film school work.


Second short film I wrote and helped direct at film school. I think it was okay.

Ab Imo Pectore, Amor

First thing I ever wrote and directed in film school years ago. My huge memory is saying “in the throws of passion” by accident in the script and I still can’t remember the right use of throws at the moment.

Someone’s Got to Make That Authority Movie!

50% of all donations to the blog will go to the Schizophrenia & Psychosis Action Alliance. If you don’t know what Authority is it is the second book in the Southern Reach trilogy. If you don’t know it is a fantastic book. In my opinion that is. Someone needs to find a way to adapt


I don’t remember why I named this Anima. Shared it with some gas station clerk in Nebraska one time if he wanted it. He never got back to me so I don’t know if this has been made already or not by somebody. I assume it hasn’t. Anyway, here it is if anybody wants to

What Movies Should We Actually Remake?

I’m a screenwriter at heart… No that isn’t exactly true. Hmmmm? I’m a screenwriter by choice? Still doesn’t sound like the complete truth even if correct, but it doesn’t truly matter in this instance. What does matter is that I am a screenwriter. Technically aspiring. Which means I have ideas for and about movies a

A Non-Believer Believer

I said in a previous post that I grew up in a Christian family. So the process of my leaving the faith was, well, hard. What is also true given my mental illness and the way it came about is that I am still quite scared that god may be real. Which, logically, to me,